wittle miss pwerfect

2003-12-01

Little Miss Perfect, I am jealous of you. Probably because, you're very much like me.

Except, you do things better. Except, you have a socal life. Except, you have Dastard as one of your best friends. Except, you are sunny, cheerful, and nice.

Sometimes I just want to strangle you.

You may be one of the best student the school ever had. Maybe your room is so creatively crafted and graced by your handiwork. Maybe you write neutrally nice, like every word you type or utter would be the most flawless piece of literature the world had ever known. Maybe your website is so utterly cool, it had been chosen as the best personal website in the whole damn country. Maybe you are more obsessive-compulsive than I am.

I hate you. Not because I can't do the things you have done. But because I COULD DO EXACTLY EVERYTHING YOU DID, BUT COULD NEVER, EVER BE BELOVED LIKE YOU.

BECAUSE I COULD DO THINGS BETTER THAN EVERY FUCKING THING YOU DO, BUT COULDN'T GET AROUND AND DO THEM.

But then I love you. You have been a nice friend.

-- to Yuna, with apologies

unpretty beside her - 2000-02-10
high school survey - 2000-02-10
holiday's over - 2004-01-07
goodbye to the sun - 2004-01-21
pasko! paksiw! - 2003-12-14


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