unpretty beside her

2000-02-10

"Every time I've ever believed in a happy ending I've gotten severely fucked." - Brenda Chenowith, Six Feet Under

Dastard,

Maybe you know her well enough to like her. Maybe she's in your pathetic little league. Maybe she's nice, loving, gentle, and kind.

I plead inadequacy on all counts. And yeah, don't forget that she's too damn pretty, and I'm the trogdlodyte of the century. (And as if you're a GQ model too.)

Do you like her? Then go for her, shatter me and let me get over you. Hang all those petty excuses, the I-have-no-balls-to-do-it crap. If you like her, go then.

Go ahead, please.

The song goes, "[I'm] nothing but dust on your feet / dying to be born again." Maybe I'm still inexistent. And maybe I should stop wishing.

unpretty beside her - 2000-02-10
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holiday's over - 2004-01-07
goodbye to the sun - 2004-01-21
pasko! paksiw! - 2003-12-14


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